what to do?? really confused

ok... now i realli dunno wat to do
im realli super duper confused... i poured out my heart in a letter i planned to give her
but now i dunno whether i should do anything...
am i scared? i dunno... tat's worse than being scared...

love is really fascinating yet can be painful at the same time... pining on for someone can be really tiring too.. my buds encouraged me to touch her through my actions
dunno whether it'll work... she might just mistake it for mere friendship

to me, i tink i'll satisfied wif just being there for her n making her happy... even if it means letting her go.. as Richard Marx song 'Now and Forever' goes, if u let her go n she comes back, you'll know she's yours... i wonder if the one God prepared for me is actually her? well i'll never know till God reveals it to me...but i really wish it were her... to me, she's... well she's just .... perfect. nothing less

increasingly i feel this may just be, or most probably, a one way traffic... well there goes my heart again... but i would want her to be forced to accepting me if she's not gonna be happy wif me... i'd rather she go wif someone who she is happy wif..

this question just goes thru my head... What can i do to make her love me? sometimes i feel inferior... i dunno.. just no courage,wif e willingness to just fall down and suffer on my own.
i shd just stand up for myself n go for it... confused! argh...

if only life revolved only around love.. would'nt it just be so wonderful... n time to stand still.. how i wish i dun hav to do anything man but unfortunately u r responsible for wat happens so... i'll rather let God take control..

friday's comin, shd i tell her then? perhaps i should not tink so much n just whack... i dunno i'll just see how it goes...